Saturday, September 5, 2009


Hola More!

Friday, January 23, 2009

347! : ) 

I fell off the boat this week..but i'm still paddling down the river : p

Tuesday, January 20, 2009


im losing weight!


Saturday, January 17, 2009

Alone with darkness

Day by day
Night by night
He walks alone
Endures the fight
Noon by noon
as midnight come dear
His inner demon awakens
His inner most fear

Friday, January 9, 2009

Writer of time
I find
Much delight
As the day tends to unwind
Into the night
I write
My own sonnet of whispering willows
A song of lost love once found again
I send
My words afar 
So you can find me through the evening star

The sun will come out tommorow..

"Stronger than Yesterday"

This song lyrics definately applies right now. A lot of difficult obstacles have shown themselves in the past couple of months, but step by step I am fighting to eliminate what stands in between where I am now and my dreams. Being almost 24 hours into my new WW plan, I have been eating pretty good. My main difficulty is not eating enough. I am on a point system where I have to have a certain amount of food each day from different categories and from this then base my diet off of it. So yeah..Dinner tonight BLACK EYED PEAS! *raises the roof* I was planning on going grocery shopping today for some food, but I don't have the money for it, so it's another "pantry raiding" week. Wow..that almost sounds like panty risque..i think that's how you spell it. School is going amazing. I have been in it for 2 days and enjoying every minute of it. My online classes rock and am already becoming more focused. This semester all A's! ...or not sure what else is im just setting my goals high. 

Well for now..

That's All Folks!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

more to come tommorow..i'm tired

AND! ..

We'll that's about it : )


This is kind of my new year's resolution, but I guess more broad into a "life revolution". I have gotten to the point where I am unhappy with some aspect in life. My weight being the main and some others such as my loss of creativity in life and I don't seem to be as happy as I use to, so this is my blog to kind of journey through my weight loss battle and some other aspects in my life to make a better me : )


Weight in: 355.8 ( I think homescale is crazy)

I signed up on WeightWatchers online, so I am dedicated to making this happen : ) 

Happy Healthy Josh HERE I COME!

Testing 1 , 2, 3,

I am a riding a magical rainbow colored pony!