347! : ) 

I fell off the boat this week..but i'm still paddling down the river : p

348

im losing weight!

yay!

Alone with darkness

Day by day

Night by night

He walks alone

Endures the fight

Noon by noon

as midnight come dear

His inner demon awakens

His inner most fear

Writer of time

I find

Much delight

As the day tends to unwind

Into the night

I write

My own sonnet of whispering willows

A song of lost love once found again

I send

My words afar 

So you can find me through the evening star

The sun will come out tommorow..

"Stronger than Yesterday"

This song lyrics definately applies right now. A lot of difficult obstacles have shown themselves in the past couple of months, but step by step I am fighting to eliminate what stands in between where I am now and my dreams. Being almost 24 hours into my new WW plan, I have been eating pretty good. My main difficulty is not eating enough. I am on a point system where I have to have a certain amount of food each day from different categories and from this then base my diet off of it. So yeah..Dinner tonight BLACK EYED PEAS! *raises the roof* I was planning on going grocery shopping today for some food, but I don't have the money for it, so it's another "pantry raiding" week. Wow..that almost sounds like panty raiding..how risque..i think that's how you spell it. School is going amazing. I have been in it for 2 days and enjoying every minute of it. My online classes rock and am already becoming more focused. This semester all A's! ...or else..im not sure what else is im just setting my goals high. 

Well for now..

That's All Folks!

more to come tommorow..i'm tired

AND! ..

We'll that's about it : )

resolution

This is kind of my new year's resolution, but I guess more broad into a "life revolution". I have gotten to the point where I am unhappy with some aspect in life. My weight being the main and some others such as my loss of creativity in life and I don't seem to be as happy as I use to, so this is my blog to kind of journey through my weight loss battle and some other aspects in my life to make a better me : )

Today 

Weight in: 355.8 ( I think homescale is crazy)

I signed up on WeightWatchers online, so I am dedicated to making this happen : ) 

Happy Healthy Josh HERE I COME!

Testing 1 , 2, 3,

I am a riding a magical rainbow colored pony!